tonight is nocturnal. i have a mixture of nervousness, excitement & anticipation running through my mind & body. idk what to expect of it, but from what i hear its supposed to be intense. i just hope i dont have a bad trip like i did at edc. i want the night to go smoothly and have a great time, but i always do, even if a little speed bump happens along the way. i just need to figure out what to wear. last night i made candies but not as much as i wanted too, but ill give the bracelets to the two girls i trust the most<3
today i woke up and felt so lazy which i hate, but i went to the pool to swim around. nothing is like the feeling you have when you're in the water feeling so free & allowing your body to move any way you want. it definitely helped to give me some energy and the water was so nice & cold. it felt great to be in the water, especially since its so hot outside. sometimes i think i was meant to be born a fish.
