Pickled!

i don't know what to do with myself. so many things, so little time. it's that time again to get myself organized, before I'm a real mess.

On another note, I've been having a big obsession w/ Flying Lotus this past week. His music seems to help me escape for a while, & send me into a tunnel of audible bliss.

took a drive to Joshua Tree, CA with my best friend to start our next step in growing up & branching out our roots. We made a new friend & got to escape the city for a day. It was a lovely, fun, & exciting day.

true love

there's a reason why I admire her so much, hope to meet her again one day ^_^

New in 2011

I can't believe the last time I posted something was in October 2010. Well here I am in January 2011 with a new job, a new school semester, a new age, and a new mindset. With all these wonderful things being fresh to me I am given more opportunities to accomplish the many dreams I've set aside and other dreams that have started to formulate in my mind. Here I come world! Braver and smarter.

where are the months going?

today, while writing down the date for an assignment in my Nutrition class, it hit me really hard that November is almost here. My birthday, thanksgiving and Christmas are not too far from us now. then i started thinking, "where did october go?"

this year has gone by so fast, faster than i ever realized it. here we are almost to the end of the year and I remember the start if it like yesterday. Every year this seems to keep happening where the months go by and one day it just really hits me. I don't have a fear of growing up, i mean i think we all do, but I'm looking forward to move on with my life. I just don't want it to move at a pace where I feel like I want to scream, "WHERE DID MY LIFE GO?" & thats what it kind of feels like. Everyone knows time flies, I just think it flies too fast. Slow down please!

the stresses of school & money are trying to...

crumble my sanity!

I don't think I have ever had such a hard work load before. I love school. Getting myself educated for a better understanding of the different subjects that interest me is definitely a big priority for me, but god I've never been under so much academic stress. It seems that all my teachers want in depth research papers and projects due at the same time and some are moving too fast of a pace that I can't handle. My classes are great but it just seems that due to all these assignments and exams coming up I feel like I'm being pulled down under a strong ocean tide and will soon give in and be completely under the water. I need to work on time management & thank goodness I quit my job at Wal-greens. I don't think they could have ever understood the constant headaches I am suffering through. Hopefully I can find a job that will understand being a student is a number one priority for me and that when its needed I need time for my studies. Because if school isn't stressful enough, being jobless and having no money is another basket of worries I don't want.

Nature talks...