For once..

For once in my life i just wish for everything to be perfect. it seems when im in a good place in my life & where everything is going smoothly, something always prevents it from being its full potential of happiness. i love my friends, i adore my bestfriend, but something or someone doesnt want for me to be happy and always finds some way to make me feel insecure or not want to go out and hang out with everyone.  i hate fake girls, attention seeking girls, and bitchy ones as well.  cant people ever grow up and start acting their age? i swear, im supposed to be out of high school but how a certain bitch acts it feels like i have gone back to those days & its horrible :( i just hope someday soon everything will be right with the world where i dont have to feel so up & down, like im on some kind of roller coaster.