A New Start

Today is the beginning of a new road that I will start to follow. Last Tuesday I was hit by a car after I saw Best Coast at the Echoplex. I'm still working on my post about it. There is just so many things I want to share and I don't think it's ready to be published yet. After about a week of feeling sorry for myself today will be different. I've started it different already by not waking up at noon and instead at 8 in the morning, a very productive hour. Being home has opened my eyes to new things and realizations I've never came to before. I'm going to start living more and not let the world pass me by. I will also be cautious. Doing all the fun things a girl my age should be doing to have fun but also balancing some responsibility. Also I am desperate for a new job, and I will find one no matter how many places I apply to. Hopefully one will come through. I need a new job cause I believe mine is a big reason for my unhappiness and I want everything that has been dragging me down to be cut from my life. I will not let myself down anymore. Carpe Diem!