Tuesday, October 26, 2010

where are the months going?


today, while writing down the date for an assignment in my Nutrition class, it hit me really hard that November is almost here. My birthday, thanksgiving and Christmas are not too far from us now. then i started thinking, "where did october go?"

this year has gone by so fast, faster than i ever realized it. here we are almost to the end of the year and I remember the start if it like yesterday. Every year this seems to keep happening where the months go by and one day it just really hits me. I don't have a fear of growing up, i mean i think we all do, but I'm looking forward to move on with my life. I just don't want it to move at a pace where I feel like I want to scream, "WHERE DID MY LIFE GO?" & thats what it kind of feels like. Everyone knows time flies, I just think it flies too fast. Slow down please!




Tuesday, October 19, 2010

the stresses of school & money are trying to...

crumble my sanity!

I don't think I have ever had such a hard work load before. I love school. Getting myself educated for a better understanding of the different subjects that interest me is definitely a big priority for me, but god I've never been under so much academic stress. It seems that all my teachers want in depth research papers and projects due at the same time and some are moving too fast of a pace that I can't handle. My classes are great but it just seems that due to all these assignments and exams coming up I feel like I'm being pulled down under a strong ocean tide and will soon give in and be completely under the water. I need to work on time management & thank goodness I quit my job at Wal-greens. I don't think they could have ever understood the constant headaches I am suffering through. Hopefully I can find a job that will understand being a student is a number one priority for me and that when its needed I need time for my studies. Because if school isn't stressful enough, being jobless and having no money is another basket of worries I don't want.

Nature talks...










Sunday, October 10, 2010

Birthday Wish List....


in one month and 13 days I'll be turning 21 & I want one of these beauties, a Diana Holga Film Camera, so I can get back into the hobby of taking film pictures